La Gatta!!

I remember this one time,
you and me were side by side.
We felt tired and we laid in bed,
you turned off the lights and we were there.

 

You were laying right by my side,
while looking with curiosity my sleepy eyes.
You gave me a kiss on my forehead,
and then you hugged me for our us to embrace.

 

I smiled softly and turned around,
hoping to find answers in the empty wall.
While you ran your fingers through my hair,
I fell asleep right in your bed.

 

As my soul escaped from your arms
it ran away towards the past,
things, people and moments filled out the air,
with old memories that are no longer there.

 

The nostalgia awoke me back in your arms,
confusing my present along with that past.
Reality hit my entire being,
while slowly reminded me that your are not him.

 

The wounds that your healed
started to bleed,
when I questioned myself
what happened to me?

 

Could the silence give me an answer?
could the darkness show me a truth?
Why I keep dreaming of him,
if I want to be with you.

 

Silent drops ran down my face,
falling underneath the covers where you lay.
I asked the covers to keep it secret,
I asked your bed to asleep the pain.

 

They'll never tell you I cried for him,
once again while in my dreams.

BeBe

Two bodies asleep
in the darkness of a night,
while the curious souls escape
the desires of the heart.

While the two bodies asleep,
The mind breaks up the chains
of a mortal solitude
and the coldness of a bed.

They fly away from home,
looking for each other.
They seek the infinite touch,
in the heart beats of the other.

They collide within a kiss,
unable to be felt
by the lips of the understanding
of the feelings about to melt.

Two desperate souls asleep
in the silence of the dark,
when the moon shine quietly guards
the dream of two broken heart.

 

BeBe

I miss you,

and I wish I could talk to you with out hidding the truth.

I wish I could explain what's happening, with no regreats.

Everyday when I wake up, a tear has already fallen from my eyes,

because I look for you in my dreams, unable to find you.

The only thing that helps me thru, is to know that one day

I might bump into you.

And if I don't do it today, there's always another day.

I try to find in other people, something that reminds me of you.

The truth is that you are unique, and doing so it's a waste of time.

I try to erase moments by avoiding certain places.

But it's like trying to drink the water of the ocean,

not to drown in memories.   

Every moment, every place, seem so empty with out you.

All of the sudden my life has fallen into a deep hole of darkness,

forgetting what matters and the purpose of every day.

I try to feel no pain, I try to show no emotion, but everyday gets harder

and harder if you are not there.

I wish I could go back in time, and hold on to you,

but the things I did were for a reason and cannot be undo.

So, the memories that I still treasure, are what keep me alive,

and make it thru a day that I know you won't be back.

Tonight I'll go to sleep, hoping to dream of you,

and so keep alive the emotions that seem to fade away.

My heart is wrapped in silver and a thinck layer of copper,

for me to feel no pain and save it for another day.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

en su total profundidad. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

you could have had with me.